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Wednesday, February 27, 2013
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
More Depression
This is Mariah. We have been feeling some depression lately. It is making us sleep more. The meds are making the fairly easy. We just got done telling the doctor that we were feeling stable. The next day it went to hell. I have having a Mood Disorder. I wonder if the Effexor is still working.
Talking to the Therapist
This is Leah. So now they are saying that Angela and I need to talk to Lisa. They say it will lessen the chance of going into inpatient care. I know that inpatient care is not a probability because the cancer medicine is still making us overweight. We can starve all we want and can't lose. Well that is not all the way true. I have lost 5 pounds just by eating even less that I already ate. Between 500 and 700 cals per day. I also want to drink a fruit drink a little before I exercise and then do a work out on the elliptical. This will help me lose. So maybe I will talk to Lisa on the condition that I don't have to stop my eating habits and I can exercise.
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
A little at a Time
This is Leah I am one of the ones that holds the eating disorder. I also take laxatives. I also...along with Angela try not to tell people how much we eat
I am slowly trying to introduce foods into my diet that will increase calories without increasing fat and sugar. Angela hates this effort. Kat is helping me. I am going to talk to Lisa about what I can add next that will be good for me. Lisa is my therapist. Mariah is proud of us us for trying and says that we can monitor how the weight goes. We can always stop if it starts to make us gain weight.
What do any of you think? Any opinions?
I am slowly trying to introduce foods into my diet that will increase calories without increasing fat and sugar. Angela hates this effort. Kat is helping me. I am going to talk to Lisa about what I can add next that will be good for me. Lisa is my therapist. Mariah is proud of us us for trying and says that we can monitor how the weight goes. We can always stop if it starts to make us gain weight.
What do any of you think? Any opinions?
Sunday, February 3, 2013
Food, Weight, Pain Bahhhhh
I pulled my back out and I am in pain. I took lots of pills tonight to give me relief and help me sleep. But my need to blog kept calling me.
Having a down swing. Since last night. Leah was very much wanting to hurt the body. She really does now. We listened to a documentary about The Perfect Human Diet and it sounded right. I would have to change the little I ate. It says to eat more lean meats, more green veggies, and a little fruit and low carbs. This is how primitives used to eat and it was a time when homosapians were at their healthiest. I would have to give up all of the little I ate.
My weight continues to rise from the cancer medicine. While I am grateful for being cancer free and that med is helping me, I am also prediabetic from the extra weight. It is also making my bones weaker. I am gonna have to talk to my doctor again.
Leah came out and talked to Lisa for the first time ever. So great. She really feels like harming the body...big time. She wants to use laxatives. She is going to use laxatives.
Having a down swing. Since last night. Leah was very much wanting to hurt the body. She really does now. We listened to a documentary about The Perfect Human Diet and it sounded right. I would have to change the little I ate. It says to eat more lean meats, more green veggies, and a little fruit and low carbs. This is how primitives used to eat and it was a time when homosapians were at their healthiest. I would have to give up all of the little I ate.
My weight continues to rise from the cancer medicine. While I am grateful for being cancer free and that med is helping me, I am also prediabetic from the extra weight. It is also making my bones weaker. I am gonna have to talk to my doctor again.
Leah came out and talked to Lisa for the first time ever. So great. She really feels like harming the body...big time. She wants to use laxatives. She is going to use laxatives.
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