Mariah Speaks

This is Mariah.
It feels like forever since I blogged.  We have been doing pretty well.  Sleep is still hard.  My doctor says I have "poor sleep hygiene"  I am now trying to get up at a certain time and go to bed at a certain time.  Kat always wants to stay up later and Littlebit wants to sleep late.  It's a battle no good person should have to fight. 

 After we started to come out of the depression we started to get manic from the small amount of Zoloft our doctor put us on.  So we halved that and started sleeping better and not spending so much money.  Now, today,she put us on 10 mg Prozac instead of the Zoloft.  Oh!  And she did say someday she could see us on Tryptofan and that is all.  She said we would know when it was time.  Right now we are still too up and down.  Also, I think we had an allergic reaction to the Zoloft.  We developed a rash.

Okay, gotta get this body to bed.

Thanks for reading,]
Mariah

So Good! Will I Jinx it?

Kat and Littlebit love Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki.  Littlebit like them in their clothes.  I could take them in or out.  LOL  And littlebit and Angela and Mariah love dance.

Mariah and I are still feeling no depression.  I am Kat.  It feels good not to be depressed.  When I went in to see my psy doc, she said that I seem a bit "animated".  I have not been sleeping well and she said that it could be a sign of the manic phase.  I did not bother to tell her that Mariah is the usual one that sees her and she is calm and peaceful and talks slow.  I AM animated and I do talk fast and I am cheery.  But still I am watchful and notice that I MIGHT be talking a bit fast and I MIGHT be buying a bit too much.  I like to buy cosmetics and I found Elf on the web and it has amazing prices.  But there is no return policy just replacement if you get a damaged item.  The eye shadows are great and they are amazingly inexpensive but not cheap.

We are still getting major, daily headaches that are effecting work.  Now I am getting neck pain with the headaches.  As Littlebit would say, "These headaches are causing me emotional problems."  LOL  So tired of them.

Anyway, that's been what is going on. I am soooo happy not to be depressed I want to dance!

Kat