Trying Something Different

This is Leah.  We are doing Weight Watchers now and they seem to think that will help us get rid of the ED.  Getting up to the allotted points is scarey.  I like to stay under.  Also going to EDA...Eating Disorders Anonymous.  That is good.  I am scared.  What if they just get rid of me and Angela?  What if they don't need me anymore?  Even as I type this Mariah is telling me that we will always be needed as a gauge to stay healthy.  I hope this is true and not a trick.  Maybe I will talk to Lisa about this.  I wish I could dance again but the body is too big.  All for now.