Monday, December 17, 2012

I can't sleep again tonight because of a headache.  I have taken enough meds to knock the shit out of it.  But still it persists.  I go see Lisa tomorrow and I am going to discuss with her how distressed Leah, Angela, and I are about not losing weight.  I have to eat between 600 - 700 to see a weight change.  Then I feel sick all the time.  I am so discouraged.  I need to start exercising but without the fuel it is very hard to do it.  Many years ago I would have done it anyway.  This body is not as young as it was when we had the ED before so many years ago.  I will continue to try.

I'd love to hear from you all.



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