I can't sleep again tonight because of a headache. I have taken enough meds to knock the shit out of it. But still it persists. I go see Lisa tomorrow and I am going to discuss with her how distressed Leah, Angela, and I are about not losing weight. I have to eat between 600 - 700 to see a weight change. Then I feel sick all the time. I am so discouraged. I need to start exercising but without the fuel it is very hard to do it. Many years ago I would have done it anyway. This body is not as young as it was when we had the ED before so many years ago. I will continue to try.
I'd love to hear from you all.
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