Mariah here. We are having massive mood swings. It seems that anything can take us from an okay moon back down into depression. Littlebit and I are finally crying. Good cries. It has been at least a year or 2 since we have cried. I wish we could cry more. It helps so much.
We are getting headaches daily due to lack of food. Or it may due to the Fibromyalgia. So discouraging. I feel trapped. It prevents me from doing my intuitive counseling on a timely basis. But I am honest and my clients seem to understand when their readings may be delayed. I just hate not being dependable.
I am grieved. I feel guilty. The Evil One had to do some horrible stuff or she was convinced she did them. Either way it is the same results. Sometimes I wish we were dead. I want freedom. But I know that what I don't complete in this lifetime I will have to complete in the next lifetime. I want to get it in this lifetime.
I sometimes prefer to hide. It makes it all seem bearable.
I prefer the happy face
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