Kat...I am going back down and it is affecting Littlebit. It seems the 5 mg of Abilify is just not enough to keep me out of the deep. I am suicidal. I have group today and don't know how I am going to function. I just want to sit and stare or lay and sleep. So tired. Not sleeping well. I tired emotionally and physically. Isn't it time for this to be over??? Mariah and KC say no. Leah and Angela are not so sure. Leah wants to self harm. One foot in front of the other. I want to be back where I felt normal. So the Abilify made it so where I choked easy...I will just have to make sure either I don't eat or I am careful of swallowing. But I was choking on my spit...how gross is that? There has got to be humor in all this! I can't seem to find it. No pictures today. Sorry
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